I am too much in the sun

I've been dreading this day for weeks now.  Turning 30 just seemed so daunting.  I felt like I've spent all this time waiting for my life to get started and it's only getting closer to being over.  And then today I woke up feeling damn fine.  No problems.  Just another day. Did a mirror check and was actually pretty happy with the way I look despite staying up until 2 a.m.  Then I log on here...and I see my profile has been automatically updated to show my age and I'm feeling older, which is ages away from old.   That's not a bad thing.  Jon says so and I have to agree.